what i was writing based in my mind after i woke up ~

The rains were falling so hard when i woke up

There’s a ligtning . . thunderstorms . .

Made me scary but looked so beautiful.

Then,suddenly

I’m thinking . .

How many times i already been like this?

Have this kind of feeling?

Since i was in 1st grade of junior high? Or since i was in 3rd grade of junior high?

Last night, there’s him in my dream [?]

Why? Because i’m thinking of him? There’s sth interesting in him so i’m attracted to see him? Aaargh.. x(

It’s so confusing~~ u,u

What kind of feeling it is? (always ask the same question when i get this feeling)

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